a stillness in the air

sadness
is when you cry.
heat, loss, fear, hurt.
i love you.
i’m sad too.

full circle

tomorrow marks 1 year. It simply swooshed by.

Imagine that.

Still, I thank God for it.

 What an experience it has been!

note to myself

Learn to trust yourself more. You give yourself too little credit.
Learn to trust your mom more. She knows best.
And give alittle less trust to those (friends) who are just not worth it.

All i can say is, i’m shocked. I kinda knew but chose to think better of the both of you. But your behaviour (or rather the lack of it) has proven my mom right.

laughing again

3 amazing peeps 
teriyaki chicken burger
thick & long fries
ice milk tea
80’s music
plenty of laughs
making-the-video

Aww, what i would give for this sorta lunch dates.

let’s recount

.: brown top from marks & spencers
.: silver shimmer sneakrs from marks & spencers
.: bling bling gem sandles from river island
.: 4 GUESS bags
.: computer gadgets – router, mouse and cables
.: 3 pairs of gorgeous bling bling gem stone footwear from Vivi
.: flatties from URS
.: earring holders – a doll and a carosuel-like thingy
.: Pioneer music player
.: desserts @ Bakerzin
.: Carks Jr burger to rest our tired feet
.: Dinner at White Dog Cafe

Ah..the wonders of retail therapy. All i need now is a foot massage.

raar!

My cousins and aunts are here and i have no mood to get any work done. I just want to play play play! Gona bring the lil ones to watch Shrek 3. Take the gang out for a good ole seafood dinner at No SignBoard!!! Shop shop shop with the lil ones for their upcoming birthdays and birthday parties…oh its gona be fun fun fun!

Ok i better get some work done today. boo

to tokyo and back

I can’t wait to get my ass back there. The train system, easy peasy. It is definitely a big accomplishment for me and mum. The FOOD…orgasmic!!!

The cuzzies are coming down tomorrow and work has piled, so yeah piccies will have to wait!

In the meantime, おはよう (good morning)!

been a while….

You Belong To Me by Jason Wade of Lifehouse

See the pyramids along the Nile
Watch the sun rise from the tropic isle
Just remember darling all the while
You belong to me
See the market place in old Algiers
Send me photographs and souvenirs
Just remember when a dream appears
You belong to me

And I’ll be so alone without you
Maybe you’ll be lonesome too

Fly the ocean in a silver plane
See the jungle when it’s wet with rain
Just remember till you’re home again
You belong to me

Oh I’ll be so alone without you
Maybe you’ll be lonesome too

Fly the ocean in a silver plane
See the jungle when it’s wet with rain
Just remember till you’re home again
You belong to me

phantom of the opera

It was better than best. The songs are just so captivating. The colours and props, spectacular. Am glad I went for it. Even happier mom loved her mother’s day pressie.

The weekend was terribly hectic. But it only means i’m closer to my trip on Wednesday. Can’t wait for it and not have to think about work. Although from this morning’s meeting, I have even more work cut out for me. Kabish!

Oh well, work is work. Ain’t gona let it get to me.

Excuse me while I lunch with angel of music.

friendship

Isn’t it amazing how when a season ends, so does certain friendships. Am i secretly relieved that I can stop pretending? Or am i surprised to have stumbled upon the truth? Beats me but at least i know now the friendship was never genuine. Never because the years of frienship brought out selfless-ness.

How could I have been so foolish?