The days are going by so SLOWLY……….bleahhhhh

i’m pist at how people gossip even after years of friendship. Not only that, they gossip all over the place that people we’ve not met for yonks is passing on the gossip too.

It amazes me at how low people will go. Speaks volumes of their character.

Having said that, as much as it ticks me off, I’m not going to care. I always believe in the truth.

Josh Groban

Dime que haría (Tell me what I would do)
de mis dias? (With my days?)
Quien soñaría (Who could dream)
Si no estas? (Without you there?)
Como podría (How could I)
Respirar el aire, lejos de ti (Breathe the air, far away from you)
Cuando no estas aquí? (When you’re not here?)

Solo por ti caminaría (Only for you, I would walk)
en la infinidad. (In infinity.)
Afrontaria contigo (I would face)
la eternidad. (Eternity with you.)
Solo por ti (Only for you.)

Dime lo que (Tell me what)
Siente tu alma? (Does your soul feel?)
Dime porque (Tell me why)
Vive en mi? (It lives in me?)
No se, pero voy muriendo, (I don’t know why, but I’m slowly dying,)
Lento, solo, sin ti, (Alone, without you)
Triste me quedo asi. (I remain sad)

Solo por ti caminaría (Only for you, I would walk)
en la infinidad. (In infinity.)
Afrontaría contigo (I would face)
la eternidad. (Eternity with you.)
Solo por ti (Only for you.)

Te dare mil poesias, (I will give you a thousand poems)
Las escribire para ti. (I will write them just for you)
Cantare mis melodias (I will sing my melodies)
Con la musica de tu alma. (With the music of your soul.)

Solo por ti caminaria (Only for you, I would walk)
en la infinidad. (In infinity.)
Afrontaria contigo (I would face)
la eternidad. (Eternity with you.)
Solo por ti (Only for you.)

Solo por ti caminaria (Only for you, I would walk)
en la infinidad. (In infinity.)
Afrontaria amar por la enternidad, (I would face to love for all eternity,)
Yo solo, solo por ti. (Alone, only for you.)

Been listening to Barry Manilow for most of my morning. As sad or immature as it sounds, his songs are feeding my miserable mood.

And tell me
When will our eyes meet?
When can I touch you?
When will this strong yearning end?
And when will I hold you again?

Just recently I got in touch with a dear friend. If i’m not wrong, the last time we spoke was about 3 years ago. Yeah we’ve been horrible in keeping in touch. You could say chilling over beer is just not possible when you’re in 2 different countries. But just a month ago he flew in but our timings [just had to] clash. I was not only not free, I was out of the frigging country. Sigh such a pity really.

Anyway he’s off to the UK, first job. My friend, cheers. Wishing you the best of best!

ps* today we remember those whose lives were taken in an instant. I pray for your families. I pray they have found some peace.

What if it takes more than a little inspiration?

I need to do something with my life.
Something more meaningful than this.

sadness
is when you cry.
heat, loss, fear, hurt.
i love you.
i’m sad too.

3 amazing peeps 
teriyaki chicken burger
thick & long fries
ice milk tea
80’s music
plenty of laughs
making-the-video

Aww, what i would give for this sorta lunch dates.

What do you do when you notice a friend of many years has very different views about things. Money & relationships. Touchy topics.

It is a strange feeling.

By corrinne may 

I try to smile my tears away
I try to keep my cool
Oh but one more door gets in my way
I feel like such a fool
Trampled and bitter
My heart just wants to bleed and stop
Believing in meIt feels like nothing is for certain
and that nothing comes for free
When they’re lowering the curtain
to the theatre of my dreams
I stumble and I crumble and I’m
Sinking to my knees but you
You cradle me