waiting & waiting
The days are going by so SLOWLY……….bleahhhhh
hot!
i’m pist at how people gossip even after years of friendship. Not only that, they gossip all over the place that people we’ve not met for yonks is passing on the gossip too.
It amazes me at how low people will go. Speaks volumes of their character.
Having said that, as much as it ticks me off, I’m not going to care. I always believe in the truth.
breathing again
I feel like someone passed my lungs back to me and I can breathe again.
The past 2 weeks have been pure torture for everyone on this project. Everything has been turned around within the next day. Everything was tomorrow, the next day or urgent urgent urgent!!! I’ve hardly had any decent shut eye from the sheer worry that I can’t meet my deadlines. I literally toss all night and count the minutes to 6.30am. Poor job management? I don’t know. This morning I was given alil pep talk, seems someone high up there is very upset with me. Sigh. (yet another worry)
Still, I choose to be hopeful that all will turn out as it should.
happier today
Got my amended [3 times] first visual to the heads.
LORD, I ask that there won’t be any UNECESSARY changes!!!!
Please God. PURRRRRRRRRRLEASEEEEEEEEEEE!
Solo por ti (only for you)
Josh Groban
Dime que haría (Tell me what I would do)
de mis dias? (With my days?)
Quien soñaría (Who could dream)
Si no estas? (Without you there?)
Como podría (How could I)
Respirar el aire, lejos de ti (Breathe the air, far away from you)
Cuando no estas aquí? (When you’re not here?)
Solo por ti caminaría (Only for you, I would walk)
en la infinidad. (In infinity.)
Afrontaria contigo (I would face)
la eternidad. (Eternity with you.)
Solo por ti (Only for you.)
Dime lo que (Tell me what)
Siente tu alma? (Does your soul feel?)
Dime porque (Tell me why)
Vive en mi? (It lives in me?)
No se, pero voy muriendo, (I don’t know why, but I’m slowly dying,)
Lento, solo, sin ti, (Alone, without you)
Triste me quedo asi. (I remain sad)
Solo por ti caminaría (Only for you, I would walk)
en la infinidad. (In infinity.)
Afrontaría contigo (I would face)
la eternidad. (Eternity with you.)
Solo por ti (Only for you.)
Te dare mil poesias, (I will give you a thousand poems)
Las escribire para ti. (I will write them just for you)
Cantare mis melodias (I will sing my melodies)
Con la musica de tu alma. (With the music of your soul.)
Solo por ti caminaria (Only for you, I would walk)
en la infinidad. (In infinity.)
Afrontaria contigo (I would face)
la eternidad. (Eternity with you.)
Solo por ti (Only for you.)
Solo por ti caminaria (Only for you, I would walk)
en la infinidad. (In infinity.)
Afrontaria amar por la enternidad, (I would face to love for all eternity,)
Yo solo, solo por ti. (Alone, only for you.)
reminiscing years ago
Been listening to Barry Manilow for most of my morning. As sad or immature as it sounds, his songs are feeding my miserable mood.
And tell me
When will our eyes meet?
When can I touch you?
When will this strong yearning end?
And when will I hold you again?
Just recently I got in touch with a dear friend. If i’m not wrong, the last time we spoke was about 3 years ago. Yeah we’ve been horrible in keeping in touch. You could say chilling over beer is just not possible when you’re in 2 different countries. But just a month ago he flew in but our timings [just had to] clash. I was not only not free, I was out of the frigging country. Sigh such a pity really.
Anyway he’s off to the UK, first job. My friend, cheers. Wishing you the best of best!
ps* today we remember those whose lives were taken in an instant. I pray for your families. I pray they have found some peace.
pensive
What if it takes more than a little inspiration?
I need to do something with my life.
Something more meaningful than this.
Josh Groban
The man is gifted.
its not even the 24th
I am in such a mood. Even the mood is depressing me further.
I hypothesize its because of work but I think its factors surrounding work and not that I have shitloads to do.
I don’t know.
My shoulders are so heavy.
My eyes, are sad.
My heart is hurting.
My mind is running.
My soul is restless.
You frequent my thoughts, especially the minutes before I turn in.
I miss you. Or do I miss the memories?
I hatethatidonteverwanasee you too. For reasons, my heart only knows and hurt.
But, I miss you.
My cheek begins to ache and my eyes, I wana hide them.
The question remains.
Why.
